my inability to pay attention when it's most important is irritating me.
my inability to express exactly what's on my mind in the most effective way is also bothersome.
oh, but the sun has never felt so good on my skin! the air is sweeter, colors are brighter, edges are smoothed out a bit.
i know it's only temporary...but...i can enjoy it, right? ignoring it will make it hurt less when it's taken away, but i don't care.
today, i don't care.
