i want to be analyzed.

i've spent about an hour on SimilarMinds taking all sorts of fun tests.
i could spend lots and lots of more time on there, but i think i shall be going to bed soon.

weird, right? it's only 11. it's early.

anyway. i thought i'd share some of my results, just for the hell of it.

trait snapshot:
introverted, secretive, messy, depressed (?!!?), does not like leadership, somewhat nihilistic (not sure i agree with that), observer (well...yes) , has little desire to make friends, unassertive, feels invisible, feels undesirable, hates large parties (mmhmm), does not like to stand out, leisurely, suspicious, abstract, unpredictable, intellectual, likes rain (love it, actually), likes the unknown, negative, weird (as i am often told), not a risk taker, unadventurous (i totally dig adventure.pish), avoidant, strange.


to be honest, i kind of want to meet up with a therapist. i want to be analyzed! seriously. i'm deeply curious to know what kind of observations and conclusions one could make by asking me the right questions.

very curious, yes. am i actually curious enough to find out?

eh. not really.

i want to be a hermit. and live in the woods.

as usual...no one gets it.


"why so reclusive?"

ha!




why so cryptic?

meh.

it's kind of frustrating.

i have trouble expressing myself.

in writing i type, erase, retype, edit, erase, retype again, repeat.....until i sort of get the idea across. or until i just get frustrated and give up.

artistically...i think too much, thus not allowing myself to be free enough to just channel my inner energy through paint or photographs or charcoal on a sheet of paper.

verbally....forget it. doesn't happen.







my dreams are terribly boring.

that irritates me, too.

so serious.

i take myself too seriously.

i should stop immediately.

ugh.

one would think that a decent night's sleep would follow a day-long hiking trip.
such is not the case, unfortunately.